It seems I'm a glutton for punishment

So, I've let Stupid back into my life. It seems like I want to let him hurt me again. As a friend told me, I could do so much better than him. But, I don't feel the need to do any better. I'm okay with settling for a guy that left me high and dry for another girl, and didn't even bother to tell me that he found someone better. I think I'm just so lonely that a guy who treats me like I'm not good enough is better than nothing. I can't stand that I'm so passive about this when I know deep down I deserve someone who at least gives a crap about me. Eh, I leave to head back up to school in less than a week and this should all end there. At least, I hope it does.